Show me another sunny day... I've officially been on summer vacation 6 days, and it's been storming for the last 5 days. We might see some sunshine this weekend, with thunderstorms forecasted for all next week. The roads are flooded, metro service has been interrupted, and even federal offices have closed through the week.
I had bachelor #6 over for dinner last night. I made red snapper, which turned out really well... quite a bit better than things have ended with bachelor #6. We've been hanging out a lot lately, and it's probably been too much. I saw him three times last week. And I started to feel more pressure and feel that I am not ready to jump into anything serious. He even invited me to a wedding with him in a few weeks. After a fun night last night, I sent an e-mail suggesting another night out Friday. After two calls today from him inviting me to go out with him and his friend tonight, I felt suffocated. I am still not over Simon and feel that I really need to sort out my feelings with that disappointment before jumping into anything with someone new. It's too bad because I felt like bachelor #6 was funny, fun to be around, and really nice. Maybe that wasn't enough... or maybe I am not ready. Well I had to come clean to him so he'd lay off the phone calls and pressure to constantly be together, and we came to the mutal agreement that we are in different places. So that was that, and now there are none. I think I am okay with it though. I really am not upset either way. While he's a great guy, if I'm not ready, I'm not. And I have to be selfish.
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